黑色星期三

很少一天之内写超过一篇帖子
但上一刻才在公司发牢骚
下一刻一出公司就不小心撞了别人的车
对方也是单独一个女生
自知理亏,唯有自掏腰包赔偿对方

钱包破了个大洞,刚喷漆的车子前方也磨损了些
双重打击,心像被千斤大石压住了
喉咙越收越紧,眼泪不争气的夺眶而出

难过,是因为心疼车子与金钱
自责,是因为这完全是自己的疏忽
然最让自己难以释怀的,是自己辜负了老爸的心意
车子是前阵子老爸帮我喷的,前几天还问我满不满意焕然一新的车子
但转眼不到一个月光景,我把他的一番心意毁了
爸应该会对我很失望吧?

对不起。。

2 comments:

Jess said...

hey, cheer up dear.. :)
Life is just like that, sometimes it's good and bad. That's why all of us are able to compare how good or bad is.
I experienced the same feeling as u and got out from there too.. Just be positive and calm mind.
Wish you have a great xmas and new year ahead.

Saw Leng said...

thanks girl, feeling better now :)